oddchild17

yoooo what up fooss....yea im at la casa de heather right now....she was smelly so shes in the shower right now.....we went nd listend to pic for a lil nd their new song is kick ass....yea lol....ok welll im bored nd yea ok im gonna stop writing now....latas

always apart from the others she sits
in her own little place trying not to care
but all around her she knows whats going on
the people laughing and sharing jokes
she tries to show she doesnt care
she hides behind her long thick hair
though no one notices she makes herself ok
holding back the erge to feel sorry for herself
in the middle of a crowd she knows
yet her face is one of the unknown
tryin to concentrate on other things
gettin stepped over like shes not even there
people doing things she wouldnt even dare
time is short nd life is sweet
yet shes the only one on her team



wow that is probly one of the worst things ive ever written wow dont even read that...not that anyone does but yea jus dont

umm yeaaa so today! i had so much fun hanging with heather nd chris nd mike nd then the awesome surprise of seeing sarah!!! lol yea but i had fun nd it was so great to see everyone :D nd i cant wait to see em again nd im sounding like a big loser lol so im gonna go...latas

umm yea idk well actually i do but i dont need to say cuz its extremely stupid but im feelin like insecure at the momment nd extremely pissed off at the same time.....errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kjmntrfkdre,xrfgifdriguhrskjreuhtgirihlrgklsgrkujfbjwkenfkjwegkjekbjlawhe!!!~!!!o067753!











FUCK!

yeaa so im kinda bored... idk..i feel like i need to get dressed nd go out somewhere right now or do sumthin...yea so i might be gettin a job at the library lol how cool of me right..but yeait pays...i have an interview tomorrow...yea...my bro got a webcam nd its so cool!! lol yea im gettin one 2....he goes to college soon...near the end of august...its gonna be weird...hmm yea....alritey well im gonna go be a loser now...lata

wow im so fuckin annoyed....these kids eat my candy nd steal our food nd drink my soda nd hide it so no one else can have anything nd its so fucking annoying nd then these kids wonder why im pissed at them wtf is wrong with them god they can be so fuckin anoying sometimes nd then act all fuckin innocent god i jus want them to fuckin stop!!!!!!!!

bleh im kinda bored right now

wow i was jus lookin over some of my stuff nd i wrote a lot of crap lol but thats alrite...yea so
band update: me-ahem realli bad vocals nd bass player(need to borrow bass nd learn how to play), steph-drums(gonna get mike a to teach her nd use his drums?), greg a-electric guitar(has one, can play some notes, needs to work on chords) and last but certainly not least heather-electric guitar(needs to elarn nd borrow or buy one) yea heather if u still wanna do this thats good so let me kno lol umm yea so if anyone can help out or w/e that would be greatly appreciated cuz i am determind to get this band to start/work. alrite umm yea so thats it for now, lata alligatas

Cut yourself loose, no pain
In the end its all the same
You go back to her, no change
I fall apart, goin insane
Gave me no chance
Saw the door reopen and pranced
Is there no guilt of you leaving
Never even had a proper meeting
Was it my face or feeling from the past
You left something good we could have last
Now you’ll never know
No future for you cuz
Your stuck in tha past


i shouldve posted this a while ago...hmm i dont kno why i didnt...oh well its not like it wouldve made a difference.

yeaa so last night was awesome....2 russian orphans r stayin with us for bout 10 days...a thirteen yr old girl nd a ten yr old boy...they seem realli nice so it'll be fun...now tomorrow there is something important...hmm i jus cant remember what it is tho....well i wont be home tomorrow so u can call my cell if u want...u either kno the number or someone else does u can get it from lol...lata

soo lets see...right now im hanging out with the adams ( mike greg and dennis) and aaron...my brother invited them over for a land party last night.....so basicaly they stayed up all night playin computer games. lol it was fun though cuz i stayed up 2 nd chilled nd watched movies nd drank pepsi...yeaaa so i cant wait till sunday or even better...TUESDAY!!!!!!!! haha im not sure why..i mean it just seems like a very important day...like it should be a national holiday....lol i also saw a sign that said the BET awards were gonna be on tuesday the 28th : D lol yea well i tried playing some of the game with them this morning lol im freakin horrible nd somehow i couldnt play....wow now one of them jus farted nd holy shit it smells bad...ugh holy shit ewwwwww!!!!! wow....yeaaa its times like these that i wonder why i hang out with these guys.....i need friends....alrite well ill update again later i guess....i gotta get away from this smell....latas

i fucking hate guys who r fuckin sexist cocky pigheaded dicks!!!!!!
they can all go suck each others balls!!!! FUCK ALL OF U ASSHOLESSS!!!!!!

wow so i havent updated in a while....nothing realli interesting is goin on in my life right now....brother graduated...kinda weird when i think about it....old friends pissing me off nd makin me sad again...studying for finals...especially math...photo has been a bitch cuz of the teacher is one....its waay to hott in school but u all kno that....my birthday is comin up! :D yeah! lol umm my leg is still sore nd hurts so thats not good....nd it needs to heal b4 soccer camp in july....umm realli feel like talkin on the phone nd talkin in general so anyone if u want to talk call me...obviously not now but tomorrow would be cool or sumtin...nd at the momment u'll have to call me at home cuz im cheap nd havent put more minutes on my cell yet.lata

scotty doesnt know!

i realli wish i had a realli good guy friend who i talked to all the time nd could tell them anything without seeming realli bitchy or stupid....i need a uy friend who i can call nd jus talk bout w/e for no reason nd to hang out with jus to hang out nd err i realli wish i had one

not in a good mood....im jus so fed up with people.....errr....i jus cant fuckin take it anymore!!!!!!

pretty good weekend except for a few things i guess...dorney was fun..but i got realli bad sunburn on my shoulders.....lata

i love my floaties! city was fun for the most part. got to see a drug bust.gave guy money for the drugs to begin with (not me). didnt enjoy bein a 4th wheel.

fuck math, fuck texas, fuck australia, fuck my parents, fuck grades, fuck report cards, fuck honesty, fuck people, fuck everything....u kno how julian always called me the gilr who hates the world(for no reason then) well now its fucking true! FUCK IT ALL!

everything with my dad nd texas nd australia is all mixed up nd complicated again...grr nd like b4 im stuck in the middle....fudge....ahh o well...pretty cool weekend...saw chris nd katie at the mall on sunday then saw vinny at the battle of the bands thing....that was pretty fun...well except for the usual thing that happend/s....w/w im pretty use to bein invisible now.....umm yeaa ok latas